Thursday, August 31, 2006

it is never going to be the same again

rainy day spells a perfect condition to laze around at home and sleep. true enough, i fell asleep on my table after attempting one 'living with math' tutorial question. amazing, i could sleep in that position for 3 hours and not suffered from stiff neck. i only remembered opening my eyes when my mother came in to wake me up for dinner, so the rest of the time was spent on quality sleeping. i know i have no rights to talk about being tired. but i should record this day because i had not taken a nap since i graduated from junior college more than half a year ago.

things are no longer the way they used to be. i went shopping with pee yesterday and seriously, i felt happy despite being 110 bucks poorer. firstly, i had not shopped for a long time since i came back from my shopping trip in taiwan. secondly, i had not met up with pee for quite sometime. thirdly, forbidden city kns gathering makes me excited. i splunged and forgot that i am on my way to save my first 2000 bucks. i bought this new pair of shoes which both pee and i fell in love with. i simply couldnt resist its temptation especially when i am a shoes freak! at least i was in the right mind and did not buy a pair of nine west shoes. haha.. pee, lousy attempt to tempt me. and yes, i am going to catch the forbidden city. i am so happy!!! kns, let's hurry hurry book our tickets okay? we shall act the play for jiefang and eve. =)

i miss those days when i can meet up with some friends or spend some quality loner time at a cafe, sipping a cup of aromatic coffe and reading the best novel in town or simply, people watching. relax lifestyle as if society has slowed down just for me to take a break. i have been reading cinderella man before my school starts and i have not completed it yet. i dont have the time to continue my reading since tutorial starts. the feeling just sucks when i cant control the way i want to live in. my life seems to be controlled by some demon in the school who wants to push me down my garveyard almost immediately. my life is evoling around this demon now. DAMN!

take control again! listen to all the mayday CDs i have now. their songs are inspiring and motivative. oh ya! one of my dear friends is going through her mugging period now. go, liting, go!!! i have complete faith in you that you can make it. you MUST believe in yourself okay? be confident and you will have won half the race. =) let's work hard together!

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